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What We Can Do Isn’t Always What We Want to Do


One thing I’ve learned is that what we know how to do isn’t always what we want to keep doing.

After years working in data engineering—and in tech more broadly—I’ve built a solid foundation. I’ve had the chance to work across different contexts, companies, and stacks, and to meet a lot of great people.

When I look back, I’m grateful I chose this path. It gave my younger self a future I’m proud of and taught me that small habits can bring a lot of joy.

But about two years ago something started to tug at me. My motivation wasn’t the same, and I began to wonder whether it was time to shift my focus.

It’s normal not to feel motivated all the time or engaged with everything at work. We’re not robots built to do the same thing for years without reflection. We’re human—and that means we can try new paths.

For me, that means exploring new horizons, maybe even outside pure tech: VR, writing, pop-culture projects, or other creative work. I’m not switching overnight. I want to learn step by step and see where the energy returns.

I know I’ll feel frustrated at times—that’s part of the road. In the end, I just want to do work that feels meaningful.

If you’re reading this, know you’re not alone. Many developers go through the same shift. Careers aren’t straight lines; they’re phases and changes. Be kind to yourself. If you’re in a tough season, don’t add pressure—give yourself room to breathe and think.

This post is not an ending—it’s a beginning. I’m curious to see where it goes.

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